Monday, November 23, 2009
Awaiting sleep
I sit here typing this blog as a way to try to relax so I can sleep. Unfortunately I am unable to sleep on my own without the help of medications prescribed by the doctors. I still have nightmares and cannot turn off the thoughts that constantly go through my mind as I try to relax to sleep. This has been happening since my deployments to Iraq. Anyway thank goodness for sleep meds, because without them I only get one to two hours sleep a night. I pray for the time to come when I shall be able to sleep peacefully through out the night without the aid of medications. I long for the night that I do not have nightmares anymore. That will be a pleasant night indeed. I know it will happen eventually, I will be patient until then and continue taking my sleep meds. :-)
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My beautiful friend...never, ever apologize for telling me how you feel. I have to say that I've never, ever heard you cuss ::.Giggles:: It's nice to know that I am so loved.
ReplyDeleteShe wrote me this long email apologizing and telling me about her walk with God blablabla. You know, if you're going to be a Christian, that's fine. But you can't be one only when it suits you. I didn't tell her but man I wanted to. Either way, I am done with her. She will no longer watch T or come into our home.
S feels pretty horrible from what I can tell but right now, I am so frustrated with him that I'm just concentrating on the family that is visiting and doing my thing. He is not a bad person. He puts up with a lot however, there are the smallest things that he's not considering you know??
Thank you again Lynn. You've been such a support for so long. Even when you were stuck in hell in Iraq, you took the time for me and that, I will never forget. I love you.