I guess this is a journal of sorts for me so I really wanted to get these feelings out. Maybe someone/anyone who reads this can help me see another side to what I am feeling. I am thankful for everything that I do have in my life. I have a wonderful husband, playful puppy, great family and friends, food on my table, all my bills are paid, great health for both me and my hubby, a reliable, dependable car, and many other blessings in my life.
However, at this point, I am feeling kinda lost. I feel as though I am missing a very important part or piece of my life. (If that makes sense.) I feel as though there is something that I am supposed to be doing or have that I do not even know about. I try meditating to figure it out, I try praying, I sit alone with my thoughts, I write down my feelings, I have done all sorts of things to figure out why I feel as though a part of me is missing and I just cannot figure it out. I only bring this up because every day I wake up with this feeling that there is something that I am supposed to do and I cannot figure it out. I feel jittery all day even though I try to focus on all the good in my life. What is it that I am supposed to be doing? Why won't the thought present itself so I know what I should do? Does anyone else ever feel like this and if so what do you do to figure out the missing link?
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Sweetheart...I hope you don't take this the wrong way...but a child is what you are missing. That's my honest and true feeling about it. You will make such an incredible mother. It brings tears in my eyes just thinking about it.
ReplyDeleteThank you so much for saying that I would make an incredible mother. I worry about that sometimes, If I would make a good mom to a child. I am sure you are right it is about time to start growing our family. Thank you for your thoughts.
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